Friday, May 15, 2009

Forlorn Seeker of Self Immolation

I walk a lonely road,
the only one that I have ever known.
Don't know were it goes,
But Its home to me and I walk alone.
(Greenday – Boulevard of Broken Dreams)

Something's getting in the way,
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place.
(Breaking Benjamin – Diary of Jane)

Desperate, I will crawl.
Waiting for so long.
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone,
What have I become.
(Breaking Benjamin – Diary of Jane)

Fumbling his confidence,
and wondering why the world has passed him by,
hoping that he's made for more than arguments,
And failed attempts to fly.
Fly.
(Switchfoot – Meant to Live)

What ever happened to the young man's heart,
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart!
And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
swimming through the ashes of another life.
Another life.
No real reason to accept the way things have changed.
Staring down the barrel of a 45.
(Shinedown - 45)

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay?
So long and goodnight!
So long and goodnight!
(My Chemical Romance - Helena)

Crawling in my skin,
these wounds they will not heal.
Fear is how I fall,
confusing what is real.
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface;
consuming, confusing.
This lack of self control I fear is never ending;
controlling, I can't seem
to find myself again,
my walls are closing in.
(Linking Park - Crawling)

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating.
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me,
'Til then I walk alone.
(Greenday – Boulevard of Broken Dreams)

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside,
(I can’t wake up)
wake me up inside,
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run,
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone,
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become.
Bring me to life!
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life.
(Evanescence – Bring Me to Life)

And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad.
The dreams in which I'm dying
are the best I've ever had.
(Gary Jules – Mad World)

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don’t give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
(Papa Roach – Last Resort)

Cause I’m broken when I’m open,
and I don’t feel like I am strong enough.
Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome,
and I don’t feel light when you’re gone away.
(Seether - Broken)

This is my life,
Its not what it was before;
All these feelings I’ve shared,
and these are my dreams,
that I’d never lived before;
somebody shake me
cause I, I must be sleeping.
(Staind – So Far Away)

All my dreams have fallen down,
crawling around. Somebody save me,
and two warm hands break right through me,
Somebody save me!
I don't care how you do it.
Just stay,
stay,
Come on,
I've been waiting for you.
(Remy Zero – Save Me)

Heaven's gates won't open up for me,
with these broken wings I'm fallin
and all I see is you.
These city walls ain't got no love for me,
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
and oh, I scream for you,
come please I'm callin
and all I need from you,
hurry I'm fallin, I'm fallin.
(Nickelback – Saving Me)

Hope dangles on a string,
Like slow spinning redemption:
winding in and winding out,
the shine of it has caught my eye.
And roped me in
so, mesmerizing, so, hypnotizing
I am, captivated I am,
vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong.
I am right
I swear I'm right,
swear I knew it all along
and I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well,
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself.
(Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated)

I’m sorry,
I can’t be, perfect.
Now it’s just too late,
and we can’t go back,
I’m sorry,
I can’t be perfect.
(Simple Plan - Perfect)

Show me what it's like
to be the last one standing.
And teach me wrong from right,
and I'll show you what I can be
and say it for me
say it to me,
And I'll leave this life behind me,
Say it if it's worth savin' me.
(Nickelback – Savin’ Me)

Send someone to love me,
I need to rest in arms,
keep me safe from harm,
In pouring rain.
Give me endless summer,
Lord I fear the cold,
Feel I’m getting old,
Before my time.
As my soul heals the shame,
I will grow through this pain,
Lord I’m doing,
all I can,
To be a better man.
(Robbie Williams – Better Man)

Nobody knows who I really am,
I never felt this empty before.
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?
(Jesus)
We are all rowing the boat of fate,
the waves keep on coming and we can’t escape.
But if we ever get lost on our way,
the waves would guide you through another day.
(Rei Fu – Life is Like a Boat)

You cried wolf.
The tears they soaked your fur,
The blood dripped from your fangs.
You said, "What have I done?"
You loved that lamb,
With every sinful bone,
and there you wept alone,
Your heart was so contrite.
You said, "Jesus, please forgive me of my crimes.
Sanctify this withered heart of mine.
Stay with me until my life is through.
And on that day please take me home with you"
(Relient K – Deathbed)

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you,
give me a moment please, to tame your wild wild heart.
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you,
It's hard to find relief, and people can be so cold.
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you cant take anymore.
Let me be the one you call,
If you jump Ill break your fall,
lift you up and fly away with you into the night.
If you need to fall apart,
I can mend a broken heart,
if you need to crash then crash and burn
You’re not alone.
When you feel all alone,
and a loyal friend is hard to find,
You,re caught in a one way street,
with the monsters in your head.
When hopes and dreams are far away and
you feel like you can't face the day.
(Savage Garden - Crash and Burn)

You are not alone,
I am here with you
(Michael Jackson – You Are Not Alone)

I am the Way.
Follow Me
and take My hand.
And I am the Truth,
embrace Me and you'll understand.
And I am the Light,
and for Me you'll live again.
For I am Love.
I am Love.
I, I am Love.
(Relient K – Deathbed)